Conversations with Your Ancient Self Tarot Spread
The other morning I woke up and noticed that the fog of pandemic allostatic load had parted just enough for me to find my way back to candles burning in the kitchen, blessings whispered between doorways, and slowing down enough to connect with old stories lying beneath the newness of These Times. I spent the morning reading about ancient priestesses of Sumeria and Egypt, considering the complexities of their lives and the magick of their names still being spoken thousands of years on. And I thought about our ancestors and how close they've felt lately.
In this flow of magick I was able to pick up one of my oracle decks and do a reading - a practice that I haven't felt the inspiration for in a while. The deck that called for me was Erin Alise's Hollow Valley Deck of Symbols. I was given this deck as a gift and probably wouldn't have heard about it otherwise. It's a beautiful, well-considered, and intentional deck that has only become more intriguing the more I use it. Admittedly, I have a soft spot for black-and-white line art decks but this one is not too minimal nor too busy and has the added bonus of being accompanied by a well-written guidebook.
I sat down for my reading thinking about the Ancient Ones. Pulling three cards from my deck, I didn’t know what each position would mean - I simply cast them with the intention of connecting with those ancestors who had been drawing nearer and nearer in recent weeks.
The three cards I pulled ended up creating a spread as I cast them. Reading them, it felt like they were illustrating three paths of ancestral knowledge transmuting into living wisdom. And so what follows is a new spread gifted by spirits of the Oracle and Beloved Dead. In some ways, this spread feels like a companion to the one I created a few years back on talking with your future self. While I feel that you certainly can connect with ancestors through the spread, it might be more accurate to say that you're connecting with the ancient parts of your self that dwells closer to the ancestral realms. The part of you that remembers you are not just branch and fruit, but you are also root.
Before I get to the actual spread, I'm going to share with you the descriptions for each card from Alise's tender and insightful guidebook below. Then I'll share with you the spread and the ways that you might open up your own path for speaking with our ancestors and ancestral selves.
Hollow Valley Deck of Symbols by Erin Alise
From Alise’s Hollow Valley Deck of Symbols Guidebook:
Mountain
constancy, stillness, aspiration, enlightenment, ascent, strength
When you are at the peak of the mountain, you are both close to the stars and completely rooted to the earth. You are standing strong, but you have quite the view - allowing you to see the things around you clearly. Mountain is about enlightenment but it is also about seeing the bigger picture. On your precipice, allow yourself to stay grounded - your knowledge is vast but you must not become lofty. Find stillness here: you have all the information, now you need to take a moment to stabilize and decide how to use it.
Net
entanglement, interconnectedness, communication, surrender, devotion
Net asks us to fall heavily against the people that keep us safe. Net reminds us that in times of great movement or risk or sorrow, the people around us will be there to catch us when (or if) we fall. Net reminds us that cultivate relationships that we can lean on, and give back to them - to be interdependent and not codependent. To offer ourselves up as a safety net to those who will always be there as ours.
Valley
sustenance, plenty, stillness, rest, experience, humbleness
A valley is a place of rest - you've trudged to the top of the mountain and down again, and here at the bottom you can find stillness. Valley is about the humbling magic of being on the other side of a long journey. You have experience, you've reaped the rewards, and you must now allow yourself to pause here in this hollow. There is understanding here, and a wisdom that comes with experience. You are safe here. Stay as long as you need.
Conversations With Your Ancient Self Tarot Spread
The spread consists of three cards though multiple cards can be pulled for each position if you feel called. You might choose to begin this reading by first calling to and remembering your ancestors and spending some time connecting with your deep self. Every tarot reading is an opportunity for ritual which can be as simple as a few centering breaths or elaborate as casting circle, calling on guides, lighting candles, and making offerings. Follow the call of your magick to help shape your experience.
Now on to the spread!
Card 1: The Mountain. Knowing the shoulders that we stand on.
The Mountain card helps us to connect with the foundational presence of the ancestors in our lives. Often this card indicates how your ancestors and deep self have helped to bring you into the world (whether literal birth or the transformation and emergence of self we experience throughout our lives) and why they are invested in having you in it. Inverted cards can indicate what ancestral patterns of harm that you have changed or broken or are in the process of examining.
Card 2: The Net. To accept contributions while avoiding entanglements.
The Net, which could easily be called The Web as well, illuminates our ancestral inheritance. We are not carbon copies of those who have gone before and therefore aren't meant to carry all that we were given and burdened with through our ancestral lines. So much of ancestral work is joyful, but there is unexpressed grief, unreasonable expectations, deep wounds and more which can all lead to unnecessary entanglements. The Net card helps us to discern what we're meant to carry forward and what should be set aside to be picked up by another who would find use of it or to return again to the earth. If you know you're dealing with a complicated ancestral story, you might choose to pull three cards here to create more space to understand what is a gift and what is a burden.
Card 3: The Valley. To be held and to hold.
The Valley card speaks to how our ancestors and deep selves hold us throughout every experience and how we hold (and pass on) ancestral wisdom in turn. Sometimes this card can appear like a mirror that our ancestors and ancestral self has made for us, polished with their love for our beauty, that we may see how needed and necessary and totally wanted that we are. Inverted cards may indicate burdens which have been newly set aside and a space that has opened up that yearns to be filled with something purposeful. Other times, inversions can show how we've transformed a previously burdensome inheritance into jeweled wisdom.
Have you ever been inspired to create a new tarot spread based on cards you’ve cast? What are the ways that you find inspiration for creating spreads for divination? And if you’ve done readings with the Hollow Valley Deck of Symbols be sure to let me know in the comments below.
If you’re feeling curious about the ways you can use tarot to connect with the deep parts of yourself you might want to read more on tarot shadow work (including incorporating some lunar magick into your oracular explorations). Earlier this years I created a spread to help find clarity but at the end of the day, you only need to know one.
